I havent been keeping up with my writing. My laptop would not charge. You see, I thought I lost my charger and the one I found, wasn't for sure mine. But, it wasn't until later that I found out there were other reasons as to why it wasn't working. So, come to find out, my laptop is broken, I am sure. I took it to Office Depot to buy another chord because I thought my charger went out

or something. But apparently, the whole damn computer stopped working all together. As you can imagine, I am way passed pissed off. I didn't pay for the laptop and now I have to come out of pocket to get another one or get the som b*!#@ fixed! I don't want to do neither obviously. But, it's for my craft, so, yeah. I must spend money I don't have.

Anywho! I hope all of you are doing well on your journies. Remember, life is full of ups and downs and without them, life would be so boring. No one wants that. With that being said, do what I am doing and roll with the punches. While my laptop is down, my old lady (Ms. Anne, the older woman I live with) said it was okay for me to use her monstorous laptop. I am grateful for it. GOD knows I have been extra lazy with doing things outside of going to work, coming home and going to bed. So, this saves me a trip to the library. I am hoping I am able to work on the interviews on this software. This project I started has been weighing on my mind for quite some time because I only gave you guys snippets of what I was doing the 'Gram. At least one of them should be up by now. Thankfully, the videos are still on my phone. I just have to find a way to get it off and onto this laptop; which I am sure will be stressful. I had a hard time the first go around on my updated device. Nevertheless, I am going to make it through. I wanted to update you guys quickly on where I am with my process because the ladies that I have interviewed are probably wondering what the hell I am doing. Here it is! I'm struggling!! Like everyone else!!


To add lemon juice to my open wound in life, on Instagram, there was this fashion company that needed "ambassadors" #bloggersandmodels to showcase their merchandise on the internet. I jumped right on it first chance I got. I know I flooded their notifications with my name and information about wanting to blog for them. Shit, they even liked one of my comments which really tripped me out. I thought for sure I was going to get the job. But like most things in life, it didn't work out that way. I was truly upset, I felt as if they set me up for a dream by liking my comment. But, hey, it is what it is. Better luck next time right? SOMEWHERE ELSE!! It's cool I'll take my talents else where, like Lebron. Shout out to him. That's all I want to post for now. I want to save some tea later in a new post. Until then...

Stay Positive. Stay Focused. Vibrate Higher.

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